Like the waves

i'm currently at my last weekend of the week long holidays, which was abruptly cut short because of an interview i had in Singapore.  i'm having some guilt about not following the schedule where i do something productive like my assignments but instead i have been enjoying the search for new places to eat in jb hahaha. who cares, it's the holidays anyway. i shall suffer later :

not too long ago a friend lost a parent and it hit me that dealing with death is not as easy as i think. i know the usual phrase of "being in a better place" may sound like that best way to put the pain at ease but i find that trying to act like nothing had happen isn't the best way to deal with this.  sometimes being in a group where we make the occasional slip of tongue and mentioned dad and things would get slightly awkward.   i'm not sure how long this will last but i think she's holding up pretty strong... it's not easy to lose someone you love so much at such a young age..

i haven't been writing for sometime and thinking of something to write is getting quite difficult now.  and also to compose them into a sequence of readable and thoughtful phrases! hahah it is always the usual i'm-too-busy-i-have-something-more-important-to-do, bla bla whatever, but that is usually the honest case.  but, but!! i've just gotten a dslr!! and i'm super excited!!! gosh, thinking that the compact camera would be just fine what was i thinking!! i had a few test shots with it before handing it to dad for his europe trip and the pictures are perfect!! it's like a dream hahahah. can't wait for my last project to be over to test drive the camera for real ;)