Gravity

halfway through doing my sketchup model my heart left me and went mia. i get distracted easily, and my emotions get affected as quick as the cheetah may pace, and now i find myself updating this blog that i've left abandon quite some time.

things are always weird around me, hence the quirkiness, and i have yet to find a person to match that level of quirkiness yet, although sometimes i caught myself being the culprit of this whole i-feel-down scenario. you see, i change my mind every single second, i might like some studd in this very minute, but in the next i will change my sights to another whole different dimension.

however, however....ahem...there is some stuff yours truly will stay forever loyal to, like food...hey, they never betray you, but then they do make their presence felt, hehe...good music, books, beautiful pictures, and good company...people who you can talk to about things that matters and don't, and somehow after the whole conversation you feel refresh and light, i miss talking to you, J.. i know we still talk now, but talking person to person is a whole different level of communication than just speaking thru the phone..are people like this hard to look for? i should try talking to strangers next time and see how it goes...

empty is the word i'm looking for, studying here is sort of fulfilling, but somehow my soul is empty. music keeps it going, happiness and laughter gives it the shock it needs sometimes, but somehow all these wont last long. everyday is filled with a long list of to do's, projects that won't stop coming, and everything is so.... routine.

sometimes i wish i was a dandelion, and just follow the path of the wind, and not to worry about any single thing at all. and why am i writing such emotional heavy stuff eh? i don't know...i yearn for some adventure in life, but we don't always get what we want, yes? lately sara bareilles' gravity stuck a chord in my heart , it's not about the lyrics but the melody is so haunting i cant get it out of my mind. hopefully someday i will stumble upon more people who can provide conversations that are as interesting and unassuming like J..