it's freezing in here

yup u read the title right, i'm living in a tropical country but i'm complaining about the cold wtf. i can't understand why the libraries are always this cold. it must be 15 degree celsius here, i'm not kidding. and i'm not lying about libraries being cold either. it's a fact! if you forgot your jacket be prepared to suffer the chill with your numb hands and freezing fingers, or just get the book and leave the library asap. wtf. then what's the point of the library anyway if the cold is unbearable if you stay more than 30 minutes?

in fact, i have on a sweater now but my hands are numb and slow due to the cold. and i'm typing with 2 fingers cos my other fingers are literally freeze. the sweater business in my country is good cos people need them to beat the cold. how ironic. not maintaining the right temperature and wasting excessive coldness in a building is total nonsense. i'll keep that in mind.

for now i need to find elevation drawings for the Dutch House by Rem Koolhaas. damn the library for not having his book. and the internet for not posting it. now i'll just have to keep trying by typing in different keywords. damn. and i'm hungry due to the cold!!! do forgive me for my rantings, the cold does make people cranky and hungry.

anyway i'll be declaring wednesdays as journal day, where i'll be using one really big word in my so called creative writing attempt. do comment if my future writings labelled journal _______ you. i left it blank cos i can't think of the proper word yet. do enlighten me on it.