i'm not sure what title should i give this post. i can't think straight now that i've been sleep deprived for the past 48 hours.

hello there! today is the second day i've awake without having any sleep. the reason? final submission this coming thursday. now if you start having the pitying me for having to rush the project, please don't! i have to admit that i deserve this few days of sleepless nights.

why? because the final submission was extended twice and we had a whole 2 weeks to prepare. i basically spent those time watching glee, gossip girls, the vampire diaries, and day dreaming. i did do some work but nothing really serious. real work began only yesterday. hmm, 3 days to put up 9 pieces of A1 presentation boards on the design of a library. ho hum.

really, i've told myself that i don't want this whole rushing to finish a final project all over again but yet, history repeated itself. i know this is my fault, and i should have been more hardworking. part of me feels the guilt, and part of me is asking myself to stop typing this post and return to the drawings. luckily i'm not drawing them manually this time.